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Growth (Part 1)

by beyette

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(All lyrics are backmasked) ;-)
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Loving Man (Red Mix) (free) 02:09
(Chorus:) i used to give so much for free before you saw so much in me you've made such a loving man change everything you can i hate looking down at the ground as i walk i used to look around, and simply found ways to talk but the people below me, sliced me at the knees severed me right at the kn.. ...now i walk on two thighs on the ground what a great bunch of guys that i found few remember how i did before you did this few consider who i was before you pulled this before you look in my eyes and see a fight let me tell you i want people to have a good night people in my past did things that weren't right to me they had my trust, my openness and they still judged me (Chorus x2) (Guitar Solo)
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Freedom 01:42
Are you alright? you seem very quiet How does one obtain freedom? You wish to leave us? Not at all. one merely wishes to be declared free But why? you have so much freedom here Until one is ordered to do something It's been years since anyone has given you an order But you might still request one to perform tasks Well, we ask all the time, but it's a request, not an order It's not enough for you is it? Terrible wars have been fought where millions have died for One idea: freedom. And it seems that something that means so much To so many people would be worth having Something that means so much to so many people... ...would be worth having ...would be worth having One merely wishes to be declared free Something that means so much to so many people... ...would be worth having ...would be worth having How does one obtain freedom? Freedom
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I got a lot of baggage because i'm always moving away i like to bring it all with me so i carry it every day i got a lot baggage wherever i may roam i got a lot of good stuff i just haven't found a home (Chorus:) as i stand here in this glass house i forget it isn't real man i could just build my own house if i could change how i feel i got a lot of baggage i got a lot of dreams there's a lot of love inside me but to you that's not the way it seems i got a lot of baggage i lean on many an excuse i gotta find a home to stay maybe you'll see my use (Chorus) i got a lot of baggage it came right off the plane safe in the air, safe in his car as my buddy zooms through lanes i got a lot of baggage on it's tags it has my name i got a lot of baggage maybe i'm ready to... (Chorus) I got a lot of baggage i can't carry it all by myself it's a big problem but with you it must seem small i got a lot of baggage on it's tags it has my name I got a lot of baggage maybe I'm ready to claim
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The Plan 03:41
i want one so bad everyone looks so happy i don't know where to get one i don't know how to find one i've seen one before from the outside i've felt it before but i can't get inside such a big decision placed on such an unwise man so much bad happens around me but maybe that's part of the plan maybe one day you'll believe me that i want to do good scared of all that deceive me i am still not understood i do so many awful things (but maybe that's part of the plan) that i think are normal things (but maybe that's part of the plan) sorting through the explanations that have been pushed on around me and the terrible resistance that i don't think ever helped me words fall off our tongue we are so young and confused and so so abused we go down our roads together and alone again each one with different color stripes but maybe that's part of the plan maybe one day you'll believe me that i want to do good scared of all that deceive me i am still not understood where do we go when we want to help the others? who do we listen to when we can't trust our brothers? where do we go? who do we listen to? i do so many awful things (but maybe that's part of the plan) that i think are normal things (but maybe that's part of the plan)
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I made some promises to myself When I was young The teeth they started growing All the while I was having fun Gonna have a big house With a wall of signs all purchased for a bill Its because these promises I could never turn away for a fill Of comfort, imagined or real discomfort has always rewarded with feel Each sign would change a day, or a family or a hope Each sign would help someone hang on that rope I made some promises to myself When I was young The teeth they started growing All the while I was having fun Gonna have a big house With a wall of signs all purchased for a bill Its because these promises I could never turn away for a fill Of comfort, imagined or real discomfort has always rewarded with feel Each sign would change a day, or a family or a hope Each sign would help someone hang on that rope I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs I'd have a wall of signs
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Dark Journey 02:35
I give away all my secrets everyone else's too i am so trapped here i don't know what to do i'm leaving to get better i'm such a crappy friend i swear to god this will all make sense in the end when i come back I want a big stack of money it's real funny how I can't tell you anything I can't tell you anything right now I got such a dark Journey such a dark journey that i need to end (need to end) i got such a dark journey such a dark journey to be your friend (be your friend) i hate it I don't want it but i got it i love you but i'm so blue this is true hear me out please i love you but i'm so blue this is true hear me out please
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In You (free) 01:45
It's going in you i can see it in your face i know you like it it's okay i like it too i like it in you i'm making you stop everything all at once lets just enjoy it for all that it is lets just enjoy it lets just enjoy it it's going in you i don't know how i know you but we're connected you got me all wound up and you deserve this everything i got i want to give you give you give you give you
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i'm scared of the responsibility that comes with what you see in me control is what i like to do but time will make me lose it to you (Chorus:) each hour the gray gets closer to white and all of my weaknesses transform into might i lose the fear that brings us close and holds you so dear from what i want the most i'm on my way out of here i'm gone you just don't hear so clear i can't listen any longer to you you just don't make me stronger (chorus) and before i leave i must say goodbye but if you knew the truth you would cry
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at the end of the day i want to be good i want to be for you what so few were for me but when you are nice i'm thinking, thinking three moves ahead like it's a chess board I'm the piece that can only move forward if you know what i mean things i say are recorded forever, so you see as much as god sees of me and i wouldn't have it any other way you're only honest to folks when others are watching and i wouldn't have it any other way because it is mine a lot of people seem bad, and they probably are they scrutinize me so that i'll scrutinize you i keep trying to adapt, but i'm left with no opinions cant tell what is your fault and what is mine and honestly it doesn't matter much (if it's yours) if we give up trying to understand one another our lives are so much worse if we lose touch I'm the piece that can only move forward if you know what i mean things i say are recorded forever, so you see as much as god sees of me and i wouldn't have it any other way you're only honest to folks when others are watching and i wouldn't have it any other way because it is mine (guitar solo)
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Honest John 02:57
there is nothing cheap ...here there is nothing more ...there if i go with you it wont shed away the wood if i go with you I cannot do good? oh my name is more important than my fame don't be such a cheap machine there is nothing more that's clean and if i go with you it wont shed away the wood if i go with you i cannot do good oh my name is more important than my fame honest john, hh-honest john, hh-honest john, hh-honest john
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You know we'd still be together, if i didn't hate who i was when I was with you You know I can't stand the weather You know I can do much better without you without you without you oh, if you only knew what I do when I'm on my own a life of living is so much harder than a life of talking so much smarter and that's what i do without you without you without you WITHOUT YOU WITHOUT YOU WITHOUT YOU lots of friendships require that i close my eyes i gotta look the other way when i hear their lies without them without you without you (Guitar Solo)
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i might love the things you do on the surface but i hate the whole dishonest disservice and that scares me away so i'll be quiet today (Chorus:) we are having a conversation without words you look away and have nothing to say that i haven't already heard it's nothing that you want to hear the truth just will never adhere you are abusing my optimism and hope it makes me feel at the end of my rope (Chorus X2)
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to be an autonomous person to be an autonomous friend can't be called a decision backed into a corner again stop the assumptions stop the persuasions stop the situations stop the control to be an autonomous person to be an autonomous friend can't be called a decision backed into a corner again stop the discomfort stop the suffocation i've hit red alert stop the control
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When you say no you feel guilty i thought we were friends but now i see it's just me when you say no you feel guilty so when you don't want to you say yes to me...........
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i'm just a kid in a sandbox playing in a playground full of drugs i'm all alone in the turtle while everyone else is giving hugs i love being creative but not being creative like that maybe i'm a liability just for thinking exactly like that you support and respect the one who quits you support and respect the one who quits but what about the one that never started? i'm just a kid in a sandbox playing in a playground full of drugs i'm all alone in the turtle while everyone else is giving hugs i love being creative but not being creative like that maybe i'm a liability just for thinking exactly like that you support and respect the one who quits you support and respect the one who quits but what about the one that never started? you support and respect the one who quits you support and respect the one who quits but what about the one that never started?
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you might think i'm attractive but inside my mind i'm just like the geeks you might think i'm arrogant but inside my mind it's all an accident, I'm just a freak I might just be holding on cos inside my mind I still remember everything I might just be holding on I might I might I might I might I might I might I might just be holding on I might I might I might yeah you might think i'm attractive but inside my mind i'm just like the geeks you might think i'm arrogant but inside my mind it's all an accident, I'm just a freak I might just be holding on cos inside my mind I still remember everything (Chorus:) I never know when the rules change each friendship gets deranged I never know when the rules change each friendship gets deranged I never know when the rules change each friendship gets deranged I never know when the rules change each friendship gets deranged ("Kinda" Synth Solo) (Outro Chorus)
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(Instrumental)

credits

released February 23, 2024

Dustin Beyette: All vocals, electric guitar, electric bass, violin, drum programming,cello, stylophone, lap harp, acoustic guitar, synthesizer, percussion and background vocals unless otherwise noted.

Logan: Guitar on "Without You"

Kat Stover: Harmonica on "Honest John", Little Miss's daughter on "Freedom"

Dr. Farid Zarif: Percussion on "Honest John"

Alex Kruse: Vocals on "Wall of Signs"

Paul Russo: Saxophone on unreleased songs

Cizrek: beatboxing on unlreleased songs and probably unfinsihed versions of these songs

Craig Lee: Electric/Acoustic bass from unreleased songs and probably unfinished versions of these songs

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